Waahh.. lama juga aku tak update aku punye blog.. ntahla mungkin aku bz..
sampai dah masuk tahun baru pn .. aku still tak update blog aku...
Well, bermacam berlaku sblom tahun baru ni, membuatkan aku berfikir sejenak
apakah faktor perubahan yg berlaku tahun lepas membuatkan aku menjadi matang
untuk sedar haruskah aku biarkan mereka membuat keputusan mereka sendiri..
hurm.. ntah la.. perasaan kesal, marah, benci.. segalanya membuak dalam diri aku
hingga aku rasakan..mereka tidak aku pedulikan lagi... tapi mungkin faktor2 yang membuatkan
aku rasa.. think twice.. look very closely.. dont look back ... freedom... the best should be the best
dan akhirnya aku sedari... yaa! mmg aku sepatutnya fikir positif... and be professional person in no matter
what situation... at least i know.. i'm not wrong... but i do my best actually...
Some person think.. they are matured what they've made some decission...
tapi, bile aku meminta pendapat with one of my very close friend, or so call my becoming husband...
he told me, what they do are wrong... theres so many way you can make good decission... but not this way..
he said if they think good things.. think more positively than negative.. insyallah everything goin just fine..
But for me, i dont know... some people can change their attitude, mind set, emotional dalam sekelip mata...
But no doubt for me to said.. i don't surprised & shocked what they said & done with their decission..
Well, i just said... Thank U Sooo Muchh for being a good friend of mine and have a good memory with u guys!.. i'm not sad but i'm quiet dissapointed with u guys coz giving up so easily and never give some space for me to speak out and listen wisely.
But friends.. dont mad and hate me what i've just wrote here to let u guys know what deep down inside me,
that i'm happy have a friend just like u...and said sorry to u guys, if i've made mistake before this.
So now, hello its 2008! and goodbye 2007! Just let it past...we move forward step by step.. and each step u've made
can give u a millions of future and given a good life no matter what u do or what u have planned...
To : Eein, Rhoda, Yun and the rest of my friend.. for me.. u're still my friend even u're not in my team anymore
I dont want make a BILLION ENEMY but i wanna make A BILLION FRIENDS in my whole life...
And to my becoming hubby, i know last year i've make so many mistake.. but i promise to u and to myself..
I will changed my attitude such as..my ego, my too emotional, etc laaa... i rather changed my attitude just becoz
of u... but i know.. u always be there for me.. no matter what happen...and u sanggup tahan with my perangai
yg semacam gilerr... hehe .. i know u still loved me from 21 Nov 2004 until now... hehe..
And bie, u know what.. this 2008, every we've planned last a few years before...
At last.. our wish is came true...kite dah menempuh bermacam dugaan yang mendatang selama 4 tahun..
i guess?.. hehe... and our wish came true, bie!! We're gonna get married next month! Weehhooo!!...
I JUST WANNA TOLD U THAT, I LOVE U SO MUCHH!... and U're MINE 4EVER until my last breathe.
No. 1 : My nickname is E'en sayang, bukan Eein. :P
ReplyDeleteNo. 2 : I don't like to make my futsal matters personal, whatever happens during futsal, is futsal... Friends shouldn't stop the friendship because of a sport, now that's professional :)
No. 3 : I so need to slim down for ur wedding. I am too chubby to be recognized :P
No. 4 : AT LAST, u've updated ur blog! God, i was getting bored! hahahah
No 1: alaa lebey kurang je tu.. sama je sebutnye pun.. kuang2.. hehe
ReplyDeleteNo 2 : I know thats why i've just said.. past just let it past.. friendship must go on..
No 3 : I think better ko tape ur mouth la.. supaya kurang makan yg selalu menggoda ko tu.. haha
No 4 : YEAHH.. i know.. baru realized la dear! tgk tak berusik aku punye blog.. bz punye pasal.. hahaha!